Work in Progress..

Today I did some work on "Holding You".. some weird echo guitars, similar to "Love Is All We Need" in the way it doesn't really sound like guitars. I'm not sure I like it now, maybe needs to be rerecorded a bit faster and less of a ballad. and is it for a record? or cocking a bout and put it on here? hm.. i'm pretty lost with it all really. I listened to loads of old stuff tonight and I feel i've lost the connection of why I do it and my ideas..they seem more thought out? Although I probably didn't even try aha.

I've been pretty sick at the minute and it's took a huge back burner, so i've just been sorting out my site (www.goodgollyrocks.com) and doing bits of recording, but not finishing them! I find it hard with the site and youtube, myspace type of outlets..sometimes i can be feeling pretty good about my music and such and then get a single bad comment and it can mess everything up..

It's weird to be at a loss and feel shit about something you love doing, but think you're completely shit at doing..I mean i listen to my stuff the most, does that mean my ears are detuned? as i don't tend to like a lot of what other people like and I prefer listening to my stuff the most, as that's why I started, to write songs people hadnt written to reflect how I was feeling.

t'is odd to have label interest, tons of fan mail, youtube comments like : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U0t6KBJWCME and still to think it's all a pile of shit. 7,000 recordings cause i'm still trying to do something good.
gah..